march 2026

six more months till we hit the big 2 3 AHHH (this is an enraged shout for help)

mementos: pictures of life that inspire me to make something. i want this site to have these.

it’s so crazy I’m getting inspired off of social media and not the life i am living here on Earth.

i was 22 years old when I realized garbanzo beans are just chickpeas

i don’t know what is in Digestive cookies that make them so good to me but MY GOD.

i don’t understand why I hate working with clients so much, or maybe it’s just these specific group of people…

If i were to be a transformer, I’d be a mustang and my name would be Big M.

gonna make a mixtape but it’s just me singing over Mac Demarco’s One Wayne G

it’s rl hard for me to explain who I am artistically.

hey siri, look up maintenance vs growth content.

In my head, i gotta get used to doing things that I haven’t seen done before.

Older gospel music just makes so much sense.

i want to put myself in such an uncomfortable position financially like i dont get myself sometimes.

the life i feared the most, i’m living right now: living paycheck to paychek.

Lauryn Hill having only one album amazes me.

I either wanna a). have a character mapping database for the Bible or b). handwrite the entire Bible in a book somewhere.

I really want physical media and in person, tangible events to be a big part of my brand. Like imagine starting a mail club instead of having an online newsletter.

i need to make some type of cyanotype LUT

I plan for my sketchbook to intentionally be filled with a bunch of rough drafts. I want to have multiple sketchbooks and once I become more confident in my art style I’d love to go back to those and add to them.

i need to invest in better house wear

once i finish attack on titan, im taking an entirely new approach to anime/manga. not just watching what’s popular but what actually relates to the things im interested in.

i wanna send more handwritten letters to my friends and family out of state/country.

lowkey feel like my face is not feminine enough. but I also don’t wear makeup…idk if that ties into it

I want to make a music video one day inspired by all of my favorite memes

just bc its not bringing forth results doesn’t mean its not working

in how many ways can I talk about God without actually saying God?

the Christian music scene is exploding in a great way.

the Christian *art scene is exploding…i’m so geeked to partake in it and be a part of it.