if creating is my worship to God, i really don’t care about the public’s perception of it. i don’t plan to make anything hateful…maybe controversial but I’m just expressing myself the way I know how.
11/10/2025
i cant wait till i learn how to do a backflip
me and cherry dumdums are like deseee
i had my first car accident. i feel bad, i hurt Rain. and its gonna cost a lot to fix everything
was listening to panic island when it happened.
11/5/2025
if you think im making my well thought out video vertical, you got another thing coming buddy.
i need to find more musicians
how do musicians name their songs without any lyrics. like how did benny golson arrive at the name “stella by starlight”
i think what makes me not like social media is bc it has become a marketplace. it’s like going to Costco and seeing things i don’t need in abundance when im really just looking for a specific brand of breakfast sausages
i love Costco though
id like a space where i can look at niche things only and not in the context of “content” or “advertisement” just people sharing their thoughts and work and the process behind it.
and not in a self-help or ‘this should be your new way of life’ way.
as a musician i feel like for my own growth there are certain artists that i will never benefit from listening to.
i think i need to open my brain more to what the future holds in terms of art.
i struggle with making long term goals bc the way God works with me, i could be on a whole different path in 6 months. there’s just no stability in my life right now, i embrace it though.
i just learned about blackheart and blight inside potatoes.
i want certain words in here to be hyperlinked…even if they lead to nothing.
i guess i just want my text to be blue and underlined?
any word on here i want to write a song about will be “hyperlinked”
i have tailored my Instagram to show more Minecraft videos on it…nice
when i finally make and release my first song, i will make myself a makeshift Grammy
when i can afford that lifestyle, i’d like to learn more about bathing. not SHOWERING, bathing.
like to sit in a tub….to even own a tub.
its something I’ve never done before and i associate it with luxury.
i would love it if word searches were a competitive sport, id be so good at it.
same thing with sudoku, I’m not great at it but i will grow to be.
so the strategy is I’m building my own world.
sometimes I wonder how many coins I would have on subway surfers if I never deleted the game off my devices in 2013
i could really be a normal person and just get a diary or something but this feels sm better.
i think its very befitting for me to become a Minecraft or general gaming YouTuber when i retire.
as someone who really doesn’t like when social media creators “sell courses/eBooks”, I’ve given into this one particular package on complete impulse, I will keep you updated.
i don’t see the appeal with chicken & waffles. it does not taste good to me at all.
as someone who rl wants to be hot and mysterious, now is rl not the time. i gotta have like 5 ig pages and 2 yt channels rn.
im better at spelling than a lot of people but there are just some words that just get me. like jewelry
the gap between the artist i am now and the artist i am to be is wide. but i change the external factors like buying more gear and changing my style but the internal gotta change too!
bro ian never been a sweets person, always preferred savory stuff but bro a pastry??? I’d give up a lot for a good pastry. except for pie…warm fruit is not the move.
i lied. i just really like donuts and croissants. (1/1/26)
ok so i made sweet potatoes for the first time and im scared to try em, they smell good but i just don’t know what to expect. and the fact that its so orange is kinda freaking me out idky.
i should probably just share with y’all my intelligent thoughts…
I don’t think I’m where I need to be for it yet but I’d love to work with/under Isaia Huron one day.
doing gigs for people has become a pain in my side. idk if its laziness or something deeper.
i really would love to switch back to apple music but Spotify is free for me right now.
i did it anyway. wow
in my head I’m a great, but its not about what’s in your head, it’s about what you do. the only people in your head are you and God.
Alexander by Rex Orange County…good story.