april 2026

there’s so much work to be done within these next 3 months, I’m scared lowkey. not scared of it but scared that I won’t follow through bc I know how I can be sometimes.

immediately as I typed this “The Place where he inserted the blade” by Black Country started playing. the lyrics were literally “you’re scared of a world where you’re needed” what the actual heck.

I wanna have my very own aloe Vera plant

Isaia Huron is a gem, a lot of the stuff he says is questionable but the work is peak.

I really wanna go to the Cheesecake Factory…like I really really wanna go

I feel like I’m only a good dancer while sitting down

Im pretty sure whenever im like “i need to do-“ and “i need this-“, God is looking down on me like you need to sit down and pray.

I believe that short form clips are very good at showing you one side of the coin and letting you run w it. I can’t trust a 60 sec clip to tell me everything I need to know about something so personal to me.

I gotta put my years of pain in, so I’m rl not expecting nothing crazy to happen till I’m 26

Attack on Titan is igniting a fire in me bro.

The shower is such a sacred place for my thoughts man

I have the best thoughts in there. And I be getting out of the shower, mid wash just to write down an idea

I think I need a whiteboard that’s waterproof to put in there

When I’m in the gym I spend half the time working out and a good chunk of time checking myself out, I can’t help it

i found out about K-pop demon hunters last month, i haven’t watched it and i didn’t realize how popular it was. but in my opinion it sound like the creators said let’s put 3 random words together and make sum with it… and that’s lowkey inspiring.

I’m bout to free trial after effects to make this stream intro.

it’s people irl who are asking me about tadmod… that aren’t subscribed to tadmod like you’re not helping yourself!

Need to be more intentional with the twitch streams. Goal is 1k at the end of the year.

tadmod actually means a lot to me. it may not seem like nothing now, but by the end of the year, it’s going to look so much more different.

bro i wont lie i haven’t seen big t in more than a week. i think i know where he is i just need to find him LOLOLOL

update: I did find him

Just realized my bad memory could very much be linked to my anemia

Scott Fellows and his hilarious sound design.

Isaiah 55 is so powerful to me.

Instagram and I are like an on/off toxic couple

Right now we’re broken up.

We gon get back together soon i hope

Anytime I feel like getting fast food I should just get a rotisserie chicken and a good dipping sauce lol

I’ll get back into coding when I have something fun to do with it