april 2026

me and all the homies hate allergies.

there’s so much work to be done within these next 3 months, I’m scared lowkey. not scared of it but scared that I won’t follow through bc I know how I can be sometimes.

immediately as I typed this “The Place where he inserted the blade” by Black Country started playing. the lyrics were literally “you’re scared of a world where you’re needed” what the actual heck.

I wanna have my very own aloe Vera plant

Isaia Huron is a gem, a lot of the stuff he says is questionable but the work is peak.

I really wanna go to the Cheesecake Factory…like I really really wanna go

I feel like I’m only a good dancer while sitting down

Im pretty sure whenever im like “i need to do-“ and “i need this-“, God is looking down on me like you need to sit down and pray.

I see people online with these amazing hobbies and I’m like dang these are the type of people I’d like to be friends with. But lowkey I don’t know how/if our friendship would work

Ahhhh laziness is a disease. I put on my sweater saw it was still rough, why did I contemplate ironing it again while I’m still wearing it…smh

I want to avoid educational content that shows me how to do things as much as possible: like the creator tips and branding tips. Either imma study on my own and figure it out or I should do what comes to my head naturally.

Got the sudden urge to get back into UX design

I gotta put my years of pain in, so I’m rl not expecting nothing crazy to happen till I’m 26

Attack on Titan is igniting a fire in me bro.

i should really learn sign language, or how to juggle, or how to do a backflip, or how to shuffle a deck of cards properly, or how to finally solve that rubiks cube, or-

The shower is such a sacred place for my thoughts man

I have the best thoughts in there. And I be getting out of the shower, mid wash just to write down an idea

I think I need a whiteboard that’s waterproof to put in there

When I’m in the gym I spend half the time working out and a good chunk of time checking myself out, I can’t help it

i found out about K-pop demon hunters last month, i haven’t watched it and i didn’t realize how popular it was. but in my opinion it sound like the creators said let’s put 3 random words together and make sum with it… and that’s lowkey inspiring.

I’m bout to free trial after effects to make this intro.

it’s people irl who are asking me about tadmod… that aren’t subscribed to tadmod like you’re not helping yourself!

Need to be more intentional with the twitch streams. Goal is 1k at the end of the year.

This tan is sum serious I needa get more sunscreen

picked up my pants and finally started wrestling with Logic, made some good progress today. gotta upgrade my setup and stuff as usual. but I won’t do it yet

tadmod actually means a lot to me. it may not seem like nothing now, but by the end of the year, it’s going to look so much more different.

bro i wont lie i haven’t seen big t in more than a week. i think i know where he is i just need to find him LOLOLOL

update: I did find him

Just realized my bad memory could very much be linked to my anemia

Lets see if i can eliminate all my debt by the end of June

why am i re-obsessing over Justin Bieber in 2026?

My mom just asked me what an HBCU is….the school you paid for for FOUR years btw

if i were to learn a martial art, it’d be muay thai

Scott Fellows and his hilarious sound design.

i have a sudden desire to create my own gamertag that isn’t rl associated w my name…after all my years of gaming.

Isaiah 55 is so powerful to me.

so i wanted to do a muji haul

i got a pencil and a pencil case from there, put the pencil, big T and some other pens in said pencil case

i can no longer find the pencil case

which means i can’t find Big T…AGAIN.

what is my life.

(Update: found it)

work is actually stressing me out now, im tired of it. if not for the amazing working conditions, i would’ve quit maybe.

Instagram and I are like an on/off toxic couple

Right now we’re broken up.

We gon get back together soon i hope

I wanna get into all the Lego City sets as well. I think they’re pretty cool

This video I watched on the gram has me thinking about everything differently

Anytime I feel like getting fast food I should just get a rotisserie chicken and a good dipping sauce lol

I’ll get back into coding when I have something fun to do with it