MAY 2026

i think i don’t make enough money for my current lifestyle. either that or inflation rl hit like a bus.

three goals: make music, make more money and stop scrolling

Bro you can really reinvent yourself at any time.

Shoutout to the young adults at my church man. They help me see Jesus in so many different perspectives

I need to embody “woman of service” but a part of that is learning to establish boundaries as well.

I feel guilty whenever I sleep in. Idk if that’s healthy.

I wish talking to God felt more like talking to a person and maybe that just shows where my faith is at. But I find myself so much more free to vent to my friends about everything bc I know that there is a physical being receiving my words and they can respond to it

God is a being and He receives everything I say probably even better than my friends. His response isn’t traditional though. Idk it just feels different and I don’t want it to be that way.

And I notice how many times I use the word feel and felt and I take a pause bc the first thing about faith is that it kinda negates feelings.

It’s like school, I gotta work rl hard, and take on more than the average person should, so i can graduate early

The goal isn’t a long life. It’s a fulfilled life.

Lemme do whatever I have to do, as soon as possible so I can leave this Earth.

I may have just wasted the past three months lol…love it here

this yung manny album is actually hard but i know it’s not something i should be listening to lol.